Hoyehh.. esok nak tengok pantomime kt Birm.. cite Robin Hood.. so pasni kalau Bob tanya lagik bleh la eksen2 kt dia kata dah tgk.. hihii..
Hah, pasal previous entry tu sorilah ter emo plak.. :p
Mencii btl laa esok sume train kene transit kt Derby, malas gileee laaaa. Pantomime tu dah la kol 1 tghari.. lepas abis tu tak tau nak membuat aktiviti ape ngan zatil kt birm tu.. huhu. Cik tu nak gi Glasgow pagi2 isnin, so xleh nak berpoya2 sgt.. hihii.
p/s : Maeyi, tag tu aku jawab dalam next entry eh.. ehehhehe
20 December 2008
14 December 2008
such a touching story
It's really a touching story.. quite long but read patiently! (s0b.. sobbb.. )
On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom. This was the scene of ten years ago.
The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid, I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.
Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
Dew came into my life.
It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This
was the apartment I bought for her.
Dew said, you are the kind of man who best draws girls’ eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wife
said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls.
Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn’t t help doing so. I moved Dew s hands aside and said,
On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom. This was the scene of ten years ago.
The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid, I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.
Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
Dew came into my life.
It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This
was the apartment I bought for her.
Dew said, you are the kind of man who best draws girls’ eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wife
said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls.
Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn’t t help doing so. I moved Dew s hands aside and said,
You go select some furniture, O.K.? I've something to do in the company. ?Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.
However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew s body. This was the means of my entertainment.
One day I said to her in a slight joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn’t t imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.
When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes. Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more. When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I've got something to tell you, I said.
She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn’t t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know
what I was thinking. I want to divorce. I raised a serious topic calmly.
She didn’t t seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? . I'm serious. I avoided her question. This so-called
answer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! .
At that night, we didn’t t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could
hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew. With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated
that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.
A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again. She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn’t t want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month s time before divorce, and in the month s time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn’t t want him to see our marriage was broken.
She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day? This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember . You carried me in your arms, she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this
month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.
I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.
I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face
the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.
My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So
when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words
brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed
her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don t tell our son.
I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her
blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There
were some fine wrinkles on her face.
On the third day, she whispered to me, the outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms.
The visualization of Dew became vaguer.
On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking,
etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn’t tell Dew about this.
I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, it seems not difficult to carry you now.
She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, All my
dresses have grown fatter. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not
because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out
a hand to touch her head. Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it’s time to carry mum out. He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an
essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made
me sad.
On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, “Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old”.
I held her tightly and said, “Both you and I didn’t notice that our life was lack of such intimacy”.
I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door.
I said to her, “Sorry, Dew, I won’t divorce. I’m serious”. She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of life, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.
Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst out crying. I walked downstairs and drove to the office. When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me to write the
greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until we are old.
13 December 2008
Christmas dinner
Smalam ada christmas dinner.. best la jugak.. hihii.. tu satu gamba je elok.. lain sume gamba goyang (tp bukan bermakne kite kepale tingtong malam itu okeh) :p Malam tu byk borak2 ngan Surge and Mike (dua2 ada dlm gamba tu).. tp topiknye sgt la bosan.. ada ke cite pasal ekonomi la.. politik la.. aisehh..
Baru lepas chatting ngan kak wani.. cite2 pasal dinner smalam. Ada ke kak wani igt kite ni bob pnye fav student? takde maknenye la kak.. hahaha.. bob ni msti slalu bengang ngan kite kot, tapi sebab dah kite ni student dia.. dia sabar je.. syg bob.. hahaha..
wanie pearl (12/13/2008 11:06:37 AM): tuh bob suke tuh ye
wanie pearl (12/13/2008 11:06:38 AM): huhu
kalium_gurl (12/13/2008 11:06:59 AM): ala.. bob tu mana la ada suka kak
kalium_gurl (12/13/2008 11:07:04 AM): tp dah sy ni student dia
kalium_gurl (12/13/2008 11:07:10 AM): dia terpaksa la suka jugak
kalium_gurl (12/13/2008 11:07:13 AM): hehe
wanie pearl (12/13/2008 11:07:51 AM): takk..
wanie pearl (12/13/2008 11:07:59 AM): zaifa ni fav student dia
kalium_gurl (12/13/2008 11:08:11 AM): hahahaha
kalium_gurl (12/13/2008 11:08:13 AM): akk ni aihhh
kalium_gurl (12/13/2008 11:08:19 AM): apsal akk kata cmtu?
wanie pearl (12/13/2008 11:09:20 AM): tgk aje dah tau laaa zaifa
(jgn gelakkan my ym id okeh.. tu id sejak skolah2 tu.. hihii )
Owh patutlah.. aritu Stella perli Bob.. suruh Bob reserve kan satu desk kat ofis dia tu kasi kite dok satu opis je ngan dia.. hahaha. Adekah agaknye sume org pasan yg Bob tu 'sayang' kite ni? Muahaha.. sgt klaka! Patutlah jugak.. Mike cakap camni "she's a star student, excels in everything so far!" masa kenalkan kite kat post-doc staff yg baru, Amer. Tu takde lain la tu.. mesti Bob yg punye cite.. "Zaifa has done this.. zaifa has done that.. " aiyoooo padahal mende2 tu punyelah sikit, dah la tu banyaknye buat sama2 dgn Bob.. dia ni suke promote kite la. Terasa malu sendirik sbb tak betul langsungg apa yg dia cakap tu. Cmana kalau pasni tak berjaya buat macam2? Haa tak ke malukan diri sendiri dan malukan Bob je tu? Huaaaa...
Igt dlu masa my abstract had been accepted for the Chile conference.. dia pegi bgtau Mike sume.. Mike ni director of the research centre la, so Mike ni forward la email kat orang2 lain.. adoii.. tibe2 esoknye sume ckp Congrats.. haa tu baru abstract tu, lum lagi paper.. hahahaha.. klaka kan.
Habis cite Bob.
Suhu skarang dh makin sejuk.. kite rasa kalau kene tinggal kt luar tu without coat malam2.. pagi tu mesti dah jd arwah kot.. tak pun nyawa2 ikan.. hehe.
Kite been bz writing report.. tp mcm x abis2.. dah type sikit, dok cek emel la chatting la.. aihh. Kan best kalau kite ni sentiasa ada momentum utk study kan? Tak payah la paksa2 diri.. and x payah rasa terpaksa bile kene study... hihii.
Lagi best jugak kalau dalam dunia ni mmg 'study' and 'keje' tu tak wujud.. sume org sentiasa berehat2.. wahh heaven btl.. hahaha.. :p
p/s : zatil, ada macam tepung gomak tak bedak revlon tu?
8 December 2008
pagi raya
Dah raya dah.. kite tak mandi lagi ni.. sat lagi nak mandi n bleh la solat sunat raya sorang2..
Skang ni kite tengah bukak takbir raya kt imem.. hihii.. takpe, dah tak sedih dah.. dah masuk 3 hari kite jadi hantu kat umah ni sesorang. Semalam ada kak ros anta ketupat ngan lauk2 dia sket. Terharu betul..
Pasni nak kene siap2 pegi skolah.. arini CGS punye meeting.. so kene la present progress masing2.. apa nk present ntah ni.. bantai je lah.
Slamat hari raya kawan2..
p/s : apa la agaknya mama masak utk raya ni kan.. smalam kite tepon dia xnak kasitau.. takut org nangess la tu.. hahaha..
Skang ni kite tengah bukak takbir raya kt imem.. hihii.. takpe, dah tak sedih dah.. dah masuk 3 hari kite jadi hantu kat umah ni sesorang. Semalam ada kak ros anta ketupat ngan lauk2 dia sket. Terharu betul..
Pasni nak kene siap2 pegi skolah.. arini CGS punye meeting.. so kene la present progress masing2.. apa nk present ntah ni.. bantai je lah.
Slamat hari raya kawan2..
p/s : apa la agaknya mama masak utk raya ni kan.. smalam kite tepon dia xnak kasitau.. takut org nangess la tu.. hahaha..
5 December 2008
weekend dan raya yang menyedihkan
Juz got back from school. Sedih.
As everyone knows the EidulAdha is gonna be this Monday. And guess what, I am now at home alone. Kak Riza and Kak Yati have gone to London this afternoon and they will be celebrating the Eid in the Malaysian Hall. Kak Nieza and Azah will be in London as well because their mother is coming. It's not that I don't wanna join them celebrating raya in the malaysian hall but I had a meeting this morning, and there's gonna be another meeting this Monday. And the fact that they left today and only going back here on Monday evening makes a constraint for me.
And the worst part is, the living room is full of mess. It has been 2 days the painters doing the kitchen and bathroom painting. And all the stuff in the kitchen and bathroom are put in the living room temporarily... and since the living room is quite small, they're everywhere! So the term "home sweet home" is not valid during my weekend and that makes me stressed even more.
I am now thinking of going to somewhere.. yupp.. alone! Still thinking where to.. but I have few in mind. Yeah... perhaps a survivor weekend?
P/s 1 : raya puasa aritu takde la sedih pun... sebab semua org ada kt rumah.. tp kali ni walaupun raya haji, bile fikir bangun pagi2 xde org kt rumah rasa macam nak nangis je.. :(
P/s 2: Kalau dah x tau nak pegi mana sangat, marathon je cite apa2 kat cineworld tu..
As everyone knows the EidulAdha is gonna be this Monday. And guess what, I am now at home alone. Kak Riza and Kak Yati have gone to London this afternoon and they will be celebrating the Eid in the Malaysian Hall. Kak Nieza and Azah will be in London as well because their mother is coming. It's not that I don't wanna join them celebrating raya in the malaysian hall but I had a meeting this morning, and there's gonna be another meeting this Monday. And the fact that they left today and only going back here on Monday evening makes a constraint for me.
And the worst part is, the living room is full of mess. It has been 2 days the painters doing the kitchen and bathroom painting. And all the stuff in the kitchen and bathroom are put in the living room temporarily... and since the living room is quite small, they're everywhere! So the term "home sweet home" is not valid during my weekend and that makes me stressed even more.
I am now thinking of going to somewhere.. yupp.. alone! Still thinking where to.. but I have few in mind. Yeah... perhaps a survivor weekend?
P/s 1 : raya puasa aritu takde la sedih pun... sebab semua org ada kt rumah.. tp kali ni walaupun raya haji, bile fikir bangun pagi2 xde org kt rumah rasa macam nak nangis je.. :(
P/s 2: Kalau dah x tau nak pegi mana sangat, marathon je cite apa2 kat cineworld tu..
tiring day
I am so tired. The whole day I've been evaluating undergrad students' presentation, in a crowded hall.. asking nasty questions to them, reading the posters with loadsssss of text.. and then I missed my Maghrib. Good.
And everybody was too lazy (including me) to cook for dinner, and we againnn ordered the take-away. I was hungry but I didn't finish my meal. I wanted, but I couldn't.
And I am so sleepy now, but I cannot sleep. My mind keeps thinking about something. Tibe2 rasa macam nak lempang orang. I better off now.
And everybody was too lazy (including me) to cook for dinner, and we againnn ordered the take-away. I was hungry but I didn't finish my meal. I wanted, but I couldn't.
And I am so sleepy now, but I cannot sleep. My mind keeps thinking about something. Tibe2 rasa macam nak lempang orang. I better off now.
3 December 2008
Have Heart Project
Korang2 yang baik hati.. jom kite menjayakan program untuk adik2 comel ini... klik kat bawah ni and see if korang boleh contribute apa2 okay!
1 December 2008
I hate Monday
Dah pukul 2.19 pagi ni.. kite belum tido.. tp bukannye buat keje. Dari tadi dok dengar lagu la main sudoku la..
Td dinner kitorang order take away je.. malas nak masak harini.. hihii. Pastu sambil2 makan tengok cite I'm Not Single, kak Nieza bawak dvd dpd Mesia.. kite suke jugak cite tu.. comel dan sweet. Cite yang ringan.. tengok santai2 je x payah fikir banyak2. Cite tu pelakon dia Lisa Surihani dengan Farid Kamil. Mmg ler ada adegan2 yg x logic.. (biasalah tu), tp kire okay lah.
Baru je cek email Bob nih haa.. "More fun and games? perhaps we chat tomorrow?"
Aihh ada lagi laaaa dia nak start tuu.. aih Bob.. Bob.. hari2 windu kite la dia nih.. isk..
P/s : Kenapa la bile hari Isnin je kite teruss rasa malas gile haa.. agak2 kalau kite ponteng esok aci tak? :p
Td dinner kitorang order take away je.. malas nak masak harini.. hihii. Pastu sambil2 makan tengok cite I'm Not Single, kak Nieza bawak dvd dpd Mesia.. kite suke jugak cite tu.. comel dan sweet. Cite yang ringan.. tengok santai2 je x payah fikir banyak2. Cite tu pelakon dia Lisa Surihani dengan Farid Kamil. Mmg ler ada adegan2 yg x logic.. (biasalah tu), tp kire okay lah.
Baru je cek email Bob nih haa.. "More fun and games? perhaps we chat tomorrow?"
Aihh ada lagi laaaa dia nak start tuu.. aih Bob.. Bob.. hari2 windu kite la dia nih.. isk..
P/s : Kenapa la bile hari Isnin je kite teruss rasa malas gile haa.. agak2 kalau kite ponteng esok aci tak? :p
29 November 2008
Kembalilah kasih
Comel sangat dia nyanyi lagu "Kembalilah Kasih".. hihii..
Dah banyak version dah si comel nih nyanyi.. sesaja aku carik kat youtube. Kemain lagi dia nyanyi siap lentok2... dulu memula dpt video dia masa kt utm, lagu Anuar Zain jugak. Agaknya mak dia ni mmg kipas-susah-mati (die hard fan) Anuar Zain la ni..
Nanti anak aku agak2 pandai nyanyi lagu apa ah?
P/s : Mama kata dulu masa Syahmi dalam perut mama slalu baca Quran kuat2, bagi dia dengar. Kite tanya mama masa aku dalam perut mama baca x? Mama kata tak ingat.. hahaha
28 November 2008
What do I feel?
It's 12 pm.. and I have just had a chat with Bob, the quick one. Well.. 30-minute-chat is considered short if it's with Bob.. he's got loads of ideas! So now we do have some plans for the EGU conference in Vienna. Bob said that the main point is to put my name somewhere and to make my potential external examiner recognise me.
He is such a great supervisor. He does everything he could to help me. At some points I really feel bad that I don't give the full swing. I delay my works, I ignore his words sometimes (how bad I am).. :(
And what he said yesterday made me feel even worse..
"You're far different from the others"
"How do I differ? " (I was expecting something bad..)
"You're good, you always put your mind thru.. and that's impressive!"
I feel bad :(... because I'm not that good. At least not as good as he thinks. Hmm.. I don't want to let him down one day. No!
He is such a great supervisor. He does everything he could to help me. At some points I really feel bad that I don't give the full swing. I delay my works, I ignore his words sometimes (how bad I am).. :(
And what he said yesterday made me feel even worse..
"You're far different from the others"
"How do I differ? " (I was expecting something bad..)
"You're good, you always put your mind thru.. and that's impressive!"
I feel bad :(... because I'm not that good. At least not as good as he thinks. Hmm.. I don't want to let him down one day. No!
27 November 2008
owhh i lap u..
Always lap u.. hihihiiii. Knape lah skarang makin kurus ni.. windu kat Cik Epa eh? :p
Teringat dolu2 time skolah.. kemain fanatic lagi kite. Siap ada scrapt book wa cakap lu... hahaha. Pantang je ada nampak muka zamani sume tok nenek majalah kite beli, bukan sebab nk baca.. nak gunting muka dia je. Hahahah..
Masa dia blakon cite Bara tu siap tgk kt wayang.. beli cd lagi. Pastu asik replay byk2 kali part dia ada je... macam angau ke hape ntah. Kalau nampak dia kt depan mata masa tu harus pengsan kot. Skarang dah besar... tp kalau dpt jd gopren zamani pun okeh jugak eh.. :p
26 November 2008
the wonderful yet not so productive day!
Cuaca harini sangat cantik.. ada matahari.. but still cold though, cuma rasanya smalam lagik la teruk kot.
Pukul 8 pagi aku pegi gym... last time pegi pun minggu lepas, dah gap 7 hari.. kalau aritu lemak terbakar pun skang dah develop balik.. haha.
Okay, balik dpd gym tu pukul 10.. aku mandi2 sebab nak tunggu Sainsbury pnye delivery.. kitorang shopping online je sebab malas nak angkat berat2 (lagipun nanti tak cun lah kalau tangan berurat2 angkat beras kan.. haha)
Orang Sainsbury tu datang pukul 12 lbh.. aku susun2 sket barang sume.. then aku konon2 nak pegi skolah. Tp lepas tu rasa mcm pening kepala plak.. daripada pagi tu sbnrnye.. aku rasa sbb smalam masa kat Birm kite overdose coffee kot.. sepanjang hari tu asik minum coffee je.. huaaa.
So sudahnya aku dok umah je harini.. nasib lah Bob takde carik.. dia tgh bz tulis buku.. hihiii..
Haa.. smalam masa kat Birm kite jalan2 kat German market, market yang ada setiap tahun bila nk kismas je.. pastu siap naik merry-go-round lagi tu.. aduiiyaii saba je la.. kalau la org melayu kat situ nampak.. tak ke memalukan dan menjatuhkan saham kite je.. Zatil laaa yang nak naikk (tibe2 menyalahkan zatil... hahahaha!)
Aku tak baper rajin nak amik gamba smalam.. malas nak kuarkan tangan dpd poket sbb masa tu sgt sejuk.. aku amik sikit je.. comel kan kucing tu? hihihiihii..
Pukul 8 pagi aku pegi gym... last time pegi pun minggu lepas, dah gap 7 hari.. kalau aritu lemak terbakar pun skang dah develop balik.. haha.
Okay, balik dpd gym tu pukul 10.. aku mandi2 sebab nak tunggu Sainsbury pnye delivery.. kitorang shopping online je sebab malas nak angkat berat2 (lagipun nanti tak cun lah kalau tangan berurat2 angkat beras kan.. haha)
Orang Sainsbury tu datang pukul 12 lbh.. aku susun2 sket barang sume.. then aku konon2 nak pegi skolah. Tp lepas tu rasa mcm pening kepala plak.. daripada pagi tu sbnrnye.. aku rasa sbb smalam masa kat Birm kite overdose coffee kot.. sepanjang hari tu asik minum coffee je.. huaaa.
So sudahnya aku dok umah je harini.. nasib lah Bob takde carik.. dia tgh bz tulis buku.. hihiii..
Haa.. smalam masa kat Birm kite jalan2 kat German market, market yang ada setiap tahun bila nk kismas je.. pastu siap naik merry-go-round lagi tu.. aduiiyaii saba je la.. kalau la org melayu kat situ nampak.. tak ke memalukan dan menjatuhkan saham kite je.. Zatil laaa yang nak naikk (tibe2 menyalahkan zatil... hahahaha!)
Aku tak baper rajin nak amik gamba smalam.. malas nak kuarkan tangan dpd poket sbb masa tu sgt sejuk.. aku amik sikit je.. comel kan kucing tu? hihihiihii..
24 November 2008
Birm esok?
Pagi tadi masa siap2 nak pegi skolah.. aku tibe2 terperasan ada something dalam poket jeans.. pstu tengok2 rupenye ada thumb drive.. Aiyooo.. jeans tu jeans yang baru basuh. Maknenye aku dah basuh skali thumb drive tu.. bijak tak?
Patut laaa aku carik2 tak jumpa dah lama dah.. rupanya dalam poket suar. aku siap dah beli yg baru 16gb pnye.. aihh..
Ingatkan yg dah ter'basuh' tu takleh guna la lagi.. tp skalinye cek2 boleh plak.. hihii.. cayalah!
Esok pagi2 nak teman kak Shida sampai airport Birm.. cik tu nak balik sebulan. Bestnyee.. I miss my family so much.. flight dia kol 1, maknenye check in kol 11 lebih la kot. Lepas anta dia tu aku x tau pun nk pegi mana.. lunch dengan Zatil sebelum balik Notts je la kot..
Rasa apa ntah kat dalam hati ni.. hmmm.. mencii! =(
Patut laaa aku carik2 tak jumpa dah lama dah.. rupanya dalam poket suar. aku siap dah beli yg baru 16gb pnye.. aihh..
Ingatkan yg dah ter'basuh' tu takleh guna la lagi.. tp skalinye cek2 boleh plak.. hihii.. cayalah!
Esok pagi2 nak teman kak Shida sampai airport Birm.. cik tu nak balik sebulan. Bestnyee.. I miss my family so much.. flight dia kol 1, maknenye check in kol 11 lebih la kot. Lepas anta dia tu aku x tau pun nk pegi mana.. lunch dengan Zatil sebelum balik Notts je la kot..
Rasa apa ntah kat dalam hati ni.. hmmm.. mencii! =(
23 November 2008
The snowing Notts..
Pagi2 tadi.. pkl 6 lbh Zatil call..
"Kak Efa.. bangun.. bangunn.. Notts snow skang"
"Eh, mana Zatil tau plak ni?" (budak kecik ni ada kat Birm.. sah2 la kite kompius cmana dia leh tau snow kat Notts plak kan)
"Chaq ada kat Notts laaa.. dia yg kasitau saye"
"Owhh.. okeh2 akak pegi tgk.. tengkiu ye"
Nampak macam tebal.. tapi tak pun...
Dgn Kak Shidah.. (Sgt la terasa macam dah gemokksss)
Pastu aku pn dengan pantasnye bangun lompat dpd katil tgk kt tgkap.. aihh gelap ni.. x nampak pape pn.. xpe la pagi nnt je la tgk.. pastu aku pn masuk balik dalam duvet, sambung tido balik dgn harapan bangun karang ada snow lagik.. (silly me).. hahaha
Pastu bile aku bangun.. dah lepas solat Subuh sume tu snow dah abes.. huaaa.. tp aku sempat je snap sket gamba2... tp snow kat Notts ni xde la tebal mcm kat Scotland tu.. hihiii..
"Kak Efa.. bangun.. bangunn.. Notts snow skang"
"Eh, mana Zatil tau plak ni?" (budak kecik ni ada kat Birm.. sah2 la kite kompius cmana dia leh tau snow kat Notts plak kan)
"Chaq ada kat Notts laaa.. dia yg kasitau saye"
"Owhh.. okeh2 akak pegi tgk.. tengkiu ye"
Nampak macam tebal.. tapi tak pun...
Dgn Kak Shidah.. (Sgt la terasa macam dah gemokksss)Pastu bile aku bangun.. dah lepas solat Subuh sume tu snow dah abes.. huaaa.. tp aku sempat je snap sket gamba2... tp snow kat Notts ni xde la tebal mcm kat Scotland tu.. hihiii..
21 November 2008
rapuan semata
Ok skang dah 1.50 am, lg seploh minit aku nak tido.. hihii
Dah made a deal wif zatil and capik nak tengok pantomime Robin Hood this December... hoyehh2! Dulu ada ajak sorg tu.. tp nampaknye dia cam tanak je (sbb dia buat2 lupa).. hahah.. okeh2 xpe.. kalau nk join bleh lg ni.. :p
Aku dah baper kali pegi kedai nak beli ada satu jacket Bench tu, tp asik2 abess je size. Tgk kat website pun dah abes stok.. iskk.. kuciwa la camni.. :(
Esok kunun2 nk bgn pagi sket la.. hmmm cmana ye nk wat supaya x tido lepas subuh.. sbb lepas je semayang tu kan mata aku cam otomatik jd ngantuk balik.. pstu seakan2 tindakan refleks lompat balik atas katil.. hihii..
Okaylah nak tido dah ni... tata.
Dah made a deal wif zatil and capik nak tengok pantomime Robin Hood this December... hoyehh2! Dulu ada ajak sorg tu.. tp nampaknye dia cam tanak je (sbb dia buat2 lupa).. hahah.. okeh2 xpe.. kalau nk join bleh lg ni.. :p
Aku dah baper kali pegi kedai nak beli ada satu jacket Bench tu, tp asik2 abess je size. Tgk kat website pun dah abes stok.. iskk.. kuciwa la camni.. :(
Esok kunun2 nk bgn pagi sket la.. hmmm cmana ye nk wat supaya x tido lepas subuh.. sbb lepas je semayang tu kan mata aku cam otomatik jd ngantuk balik.. pstu seakan2 tindakan refleks lompat balik atas katil.. hihii..
Okaylah nak tido dah ni... tata.
20 November 2008
19 November 2008
aisehh.. tidak berjaya.
Keputusannye...
Aku tak berjaya menggunakan 2 jam dengan bermanfaat. Sebaliknya, aku buat ni :
- berchatting
- mendengar lagu
- makan jajan
- tengok shinchan kat youtube
dan beberapa lagi aktiviti tidak berfaedah yang tak mendatangkan keuntungan kepada aku . Maka, aku tak dapat la tgk cite KuMilikmu malam ni.. sebagai hukuman utk hari yg dah berlalu dengan sia2.. huhuu..
p/s : Kak Shida (cmana ye nak bezakan dua org kak shida ni), acam, maeyi, magec, zila, mijabolat, bai, kak ct, kak enu, dan geng2 kampung dusun utm yg salu tgk blog ni.. bulat tak muka kite skang?? :p
Aku tak berjaya menggunakan 2 jam dengan bermanfaat. Sebaliknya, aku buat ni :
- berchatting
- mendengar lagu
- makan jajan
- tengok shinchan kat youtube
dan beberapa lagi aktiviti tidak berfaedah yang tak mendatangkan keuntungan kepada aku . Maka, aku tak dapat la tgk cite KuMilikmu malam ni.. sebagai hukuman utk hari yg dah berlalu dengan sia2.. huhuu..
p/s : Kak Shida (cmana ye nak bezakan dua org kak shida ni), acam, maeyi, magec, zila, mijabolat, bai, kak ct, kak enu, dan geng2 kampung dusun utm yg salu tgk blog ni.. bulat tak muka kite skang?? :p
M A L A S
Aduiiyaiii.. knape la dpd pagi lagi aku tak buat ape2 pun ni.. dah la tak pegi skolah plak tu..
Pagi tadi cek emel Bob, pstu cepat2 tutup.. hihiii..
Dpd smalam aku trase nak makan coklat gile2.. tp malas gile nak pegi kedai. Smalam cmana ntah bleh lupa nak singgah Boots ke Student Union shop ke masa pegi skolah tu.. makanya sampai harini asik terfikirkan coklat je...
Dengan tak semena2 aku baru je tepon kak Shidah, dia kat skul la macam biasa.
"Kak Shida, bleh tlg belikan coklat kat vendor machine tu tak sebelum balik nnt ?"
"Boleh.. nak brape?"
"Tiga.."
Tamak x kite? Hahahh.. sangat teruk!
Skang ni aku nak memaksa diri buat keje. Daripada smalam memang x buat apa2 pun, biasa la aku kalau dah rajin sehari aku kasi reward kat diri sndiri berehat seminggu.. hahaha. Tp kali ni macam x bleh je.. sebab first year report kene anta tak lama lagi.. mati la.
Okeh, start dpd pukul 3.15 aku nak off tenet dan buat keje selama 2 jam. Kalau berjaya aku reward diri sendiri tengok cite KuMilikmu malam ni. Kalau tak berjaya.. errr.. aku tak makan coklat tu (jgn harap kite nak patuh yg ni.. :p )
Nanti aku update pasal kejayaan/kegagalan memaksa diri membuat keje ok! Mmuahh..
Pagi tadi cek emel Bob, pstu cepat2 tutup.. hihiii..
Dpd smalam aku trase nak makan coklat gile2.. tp malas gile nak pegi kedai. Smalam cmana ntah bleh lupa nak singgah Boots ke Student Union shop ke masa pegi skolah tu.. makanya sampai harini asik terfikirkan coklat je...
Dengan tak semena2 aku baru je tepon kak Shidah, dia kat skul la macam biasa.
"Kak Shida, bleh tlg belikan coklat kat vendor machine tu tak sebelum balik nnt ?"
"Boleh.. nak brape?"
"Tiga.."
Tamak x kite? Hahahh.. sangat teruk!
Skang ni aku nak memaksa diri buat keje. Daripada smalam memang x buat apa2 pun, biasa la aku kalau dah rajin sehari aku kasi reward kat diri sndiri berehat seminggu.. hahaha. Tp kali ni macam x bleh je.. sebab first year report kene anta tak lama lagi.. mati la.
Okeh, start dpd pukul 3.15 aku nak off tenet dan buat keje selama 2 jam. Kalau berjaya aku reward diri sendiri tengok cite KuMilikmu malam ni. Kalau tak berjaya.. errr.. aku tak makan coklat tu (jgn harap kite nak patuh yg ni.. :p )
Nanti aku update pasal kejayaan/kegagalan memaksa diri membuat keje ok! Mmuahh..
17 November 2008
don't you see i'm working so damn hard Bob?
It's almost 4 o'clock dah... ngantuk jugak mata aku ni haa..
Kak Yati dah bangun... dia nk gi France, for the research matter.. konon2 td aku stay awake ni sebab sambil2 nak tunggu untuk kejut kak yati la.. takut dia terlepas flight plak pagi karang.. tpnye skang ni tetibe mata ni dah macam x ngantuk plak..
Aku tak cek emel uni dah 3 hari.. skalinye tadi cek2 ada 6 emel Bob.. huaa Bob ni kot ye pun kasi la aku berehat2 time wiken kan.. kijam betul. Disebabkan emel itu ler aku kelam kabut jugak sebenarnye.. ada mende nk kene deliver.. semestinye untuk tujuan menghentam paper org lain lagi.. ahahah.. so noti!
Aku kene settlekan ada some equations.. pstu kitorg (Bob, me and Jerry) nk publish discussion paper lagik.. hahaha.. this is the 2nd time we make people hate us! Yg 1st discussion paper tu dah submit.. cuma belum publish lagi.. i wonder what the response would be..
Last time we attacked the Turkish hydrologists.. and this time another 4 Turkish would be surprised! I surely hate Bob et al (2008) paper if I were them! hahaha.. :p
Kak Yati dah bangun... dia nk gi France, for the research matter.. konon2 td aku stay awake ni sebab sambil2 nak tunggu untuk kejut kak yati la.. takut dia terlepas flight plak pagi karang.. tpnye skang ni tetibe mata ni dah macam x ngantuk plak..
Aku tak cek emel uni dah 3 hari.. skalinye tadi cek2 ada 6 emel Bob.. huaa Bob ni kot ye pun kasi la aku berehat2 time wiken kan.. kijam betul. Disebabkan emel itu ler aku kelam kabut jugak sebenarnye.. ada mende nk kene deliver.. semestinye untuk tujuan menghentam paper org lain lagi.. ahahah.. so noti!
Aku kene settlekan ada some equations.. pstu kitorg (Bob, me and Jerry) nk publish discussion paper lagik.. hahaha.. this is the 2nd time we make people hate us! Yg 1st discussion paper tu dah submit.. cuma belum publish lagi.. i wonder what the response would be..
Last time we attacked the Turkish hydrologists.. and this time another 4 Turkish would be surprised! I surely hate Bob et al (2008) paper if I were them! hahaha.. :p
13 November 2008
Maeyi's (Eliya)Tag!
Sebelum jawab tag cik maeyi yg comel itu, kite nak cakap congrats kat budak busuk kat bawah ni. Dia dapat 5A UPSR.. hihihiiii.. my brilliant lil brother! (Btw, his name is Syahmi)
Okay, ni nak jawab tag Cik Maeyi.. haha.. (padahal keje melambak2 lagi tak buat ni.. gatal jugak nak jawab tag.
RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any 1 questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves
RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by and continue this game by sending it to other people.
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Say thank you (sarcastically)
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
turn back time.
3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
nobody.
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
give some to my parents, go holiday, pegi spa.. facial.. manicure/pedicure sekerap yang mungkin, beli kucing yang paling comel, belanja kawan hari2.. (ni kalau apart from bersedekah dan pegi haji la ye).. hahaha..
5. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
I don't have a clue... really!
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
I want both but it seemed that I always have either one. Whenever I got both, I lose'em.
Cool (but not cold) .. skali skala kasi jawapan jujur kan.. hahaha
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Istikharah definitely. Tp x penah lagi terchentakan 2 org skaligus, I am such a loyal person, even to my crush! :p
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Yes.
19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
At the moment I prefer being single.
20. Would you leave your family behind just to chase your dreams?
Yes if just temporarily, but NO if forever.
Mangsa tag seterusnya ialah :
Okay, ni nak jawab tag Cik Maeyi.. haha.. (padahal keje melambak2 lagi tak buat ni.. gatal jugak nak jawab tag.RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any 1 questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves
RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by and continue this game by sending it to other people.
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Say thank you (sarcastically)
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
turn back time.
3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
nobody.
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
give some to my parents, go holiday, pegi spa.. facial.. manicure/pedicure sekerap yang mungkin, beli kucing yang paling comel, belanja kawan hari2.. (ni kalau apart from bersedekah dan pegi haji la ye).. hahaha..
5. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
I don't have a clue... really!
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
I want both but it seemed that I always have either one. Whenever I got both, I lose'em.
7. Are you gorgoues?
I AM.. hahaha!~
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
walk away.
9. What do you pray each day for your loved one? I want to change this question to:
9. If one day your boyfriend/girlfriend has an accident, and he/she becomes blind would you still marry him/her?
YES
10. What takes you to love someone?
Nothing. It happens when my heart says something..
11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
35-year-old single career woman? No no no.. ! 35-year-old career wife/mother? That's more like it..
12. What do you really want at the moment of responding to this tag?
I want to sleep! So sleepy and tired, dpd pegi gym pagi2 td sampai la dah balik dpd skul, belum rehat lagi nih.. huaaa..
13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Maeyi a.k.a Eliya - my bestfren ever! She knows too much about me.. hahaha...
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
I don't mind makan nasik lauk telur hari2 as long as showered by love.. what a jiwang thought! kahkahkah.. (Zatil nak ketawa guling2 la tu.. ciss!)
15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
comb my hair.
Cool (but not cold) .. skali skala kasi jawapan jujur kan.. hahaha
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Istikharah definitely. Tp x penah lagi terchentakan 2 org skaligus, I am such a loyal person, even to my crush! :p
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Yes.
19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
At the moment I prefer being single.
20. Would you leave your family behind just to chase your dreams?
Yes if just temporarily, but NO if forever.
Mangsa tag seterusnya ialah :
1. Zatil
2. Cik Yaya
3. Encik peraih udang yang baru beli RAV4
4. Kak Siti mama Anis
5. Kak Syam mama Darwisy
2. Cik Yaya
3. Encik peraih udang yang baru beli RAV4
4. Kak Siti mama Anis
5. Kak Syam mama Darwisy
12 November 2008
Welcome To My Life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
9 November 2008
"Boyfriend ko ke?"
Masa aku post entry yg lepas tu, ada org tetiba tanya kite, "entry poligami tu cite pasal boyfriend ko ke?"
Ahahah.. ada ke.. korang ingat aku takde cite lain ke selain cite bopren ni haa..? :p Aku tetibe cakap pasal tajuk poligami tu pasal kawan aku beria2 kata yg orang pompuan ni mmg x redha dengan ketentuan Tuhan... tu yg aku panas ati tetibe tu. Jadi, entry tu memang TIADA kaitan ngan orang2 sekeliling aku , tu cuma thoughts aku generally. Hihiii..
Hmm.. smalam kat sini ada Nottingham Malaysian Games, mmg tiap2 tahun ada. Semua student2 seluruh UK ni datang ke Notts, ada macam2 games la.. football, badminton, netball, volley ball and even scrabble. Ada Malaysian Food Festival jugak.. macam2 ada jual.. nasik lemak, nasik ayam, sate etc. Smalam aku takde chance nk amik gamba.. sebab org ramai gile.. so aku mmg x amik gamba pun. Aku dok melepak kt Portland ballroom ngan Zatil je.. petang2 tu ngan Syafiq skali. Syafiq ni classmate kite masa kt mrsm dulu. Tetibe terjumpa balik masa open house umah Nabil&Zahran raya aritu.
Malam tu.. memandangkan takde aktiviti, kitorang pegi tgk cite Bond.. Quantum of Solace. Ok la.. best jugak.. tp part tgh2 tu ada mcm bosan sket.. sbb apa ntah, sbb ada byk scene bercakap2 kot. Hihii.. tp kire okeh la jugak.
Balik dpd tgk cite tu aku dah ngantuk gile.. lepas mandi2 sume tu terus tido sampai pagi. Nyenyak pulak tu.. :p
Pagi2 ni bukak2 emel, ada emel Bob plak.. aisehh.. nak kene anta keje lagi kt dia.. huaaa..
Ahahah.. ada ke.. korang ingat aku takde cite lain ke selain cite bopren ni haa..? :p Aku tetibe cakap pasal tajuk poligami tu pasal kawan aku beria2 kata yg orang pompuan ni mmg x redha dengan ketentuan Tuhan... tu yg aku panas ati tetibe tu. Jadi, entry tu memang TIADA kaitan ngan orang2 sekeliling aku , tu cuma thoughts aku generally. Hihiii..
Hmm.. smalam kat sini ada Nottingham Malaysian Games, mmg tiap2 tahun ada. Semua student2 seluruh UK ni datang ke Notts, ada macam2 games la.. football, badminton, netball, volley ball and even scrabble. Ada Malaysian Food Festival jugak.. macam2 ada jual.. nasik lemak, nasik ayam, sate etc. Smalam aku takde chance nk amik gamba.. sebab org ramai gile.. so aku mmg x amik gamba pun. Aku dok melepak kt Portland ballroom ngan Zatil je.. petang2 tu ngan Syafiq skali. Syafiq ni classmate kite masa kt mrsm dulu. Tetibe terjumpa balik masa open house umah Nabil&Zahran raya aritu.
Malam tu.. memandangkan takde aktiviti, kitorang pegi tgk cite Bond.. Quantum of Solace. Ok la.. best jugak.. tp part tgh2 tu ada mcm bosan sket.. sbb apa ntah, sbb ada byk scene bercakap2 kot. Hihii.. tp kire okeh la jugak.
Balik dpd tgk cite tu aku dah ngantuk gile.. lepas mandi2 sume tu terus tido sampai pagi. Nyenyak pulak tu.. :p
Pagi2 ni bukak2 emel, ada emel Bob plak.. aisehh.. nak kene anta keje lagi kt dia.. huaaa..
7 November 2008
P O L I G A M I
Salam kwn2. aku dah tertido dpd pukul 10 malam td, terbgn pkl 3 lbh.. keje banyak x siap.. hihi...
Pastu aku bukak ym, kebetulan ada plak sorg kawan ni buzz. So chatting la ngan dia kejap. Isunya ialah poligami. Haaa.. korang guys suka la kan? Hahah.. takpe2.. memang tak dilarang pun.
Aku memang tak penah kata yg poligami tu tak baik, apatah lagi nak menentang hukum tu. Lagi satu, tak terlintas pun kat hati ni nak masuk dalam group2 anti-poligami tu.
Cuma sebagai perempuan, untuk bersedih bila suami tu terpaksa dishare ngan orang lain, adalah tak salah jugak kan? Tapi kawan aku tu kata.. kalau bersedih maknanya tak redha. Aihh.. takkan la bersedih pun salah kot. Sedangkan Allah izinkan untuk perempuan kata taknak bila suaminya kata nak kawin lain. Cuma suaminya tak perlulah patuh kalau dia memang nak kawin jugak.
Tapi biasalah kan.. kalau lelaki tu namanya lelaki lah jugak. "Sunnah nabi" tu jadi macam lesen walhal sunnah2 yang lain tak pernah plak diperdulikan. Bila sampai ke sunnah yang satu tu, kemain lagi berlumba2. Tak la semua lelaki kan.. segelintir.
"Kenapa perempuan susah sgt nak terima takdir?"
Bukan tak redha, bukan taknak terima takdir. Cuma kadang2 perempuan ni tak dapat fikir kat mana salah dia, kat mana kurangnya dia... tak sempurna ke layanan dia.. tak cukup cantik ke dia.. biasalah, perempuan kan..
Bila perempuan menangis, maknanya hati dia tu luka. Sakit. So dia menangis lah. Tapi bila menangis, lelaki kata taknak terima ketentuan takdir plak. Kalau tak izinkan kata isteri ingkar. Bila dah izinkan, kata tak ikhlas.
Korang penah baca cite Nurjannah tak? aku suruh la kawan aku tu baca. Cuba korang baca.
Then aku cakap la, Nurjannah tu redha, dan dia terima ketentuan takdir. Bila suami dia nak kawin lain, dia sign je.. tak tanya pun sebab apa. Cuma lelaki tu salahgunakan keredhaan isteri dia.
Pastu kawan aku kata, "Nurjannah tu dari awal tak redha, senyum x ikhlas.. so perkahwinan tu dah xde roh".
Dalam cite tu, Nurjannah siap tolong gosokkan baju pengantin suami dia, salam cium tangan, siap pesan jaga diri baik2 kat suami yang nak pegi kawin lain tu. Hari2 dia x abaikan tggjawab dia. Cuma satu je, dalam cerita tu, lepas suami dia kahwin, senyuman Nurjannah jadi hambar. Dah takde senyuman manja.
Kawan aku kata, "kenapa dah takde senyuman manja pulak kalau redha?"
What does a guy expect from a woman? Dah izinkan kawin tu pun salahnya pada perempuan jugak. Senyuman manja tu korang rasa boleh dibuat2 ke? Dah kalau memang takde rasa nak manja2, takkan nak buat2 plak kan.. nanti kang cakap plak "nampak sangat tak ikhlas".
Lelaki selalu kata... susah nak ubah pandangan perempuan ni. Suka ikut emosi.
Betul. Tak ada satu perempuan pun dalam dunia ni yang redha 100% kalau suami dia kawin lain. Kalau izinkan pun, dalam hati dia mesti terluka. Tapi lelaki ni, dia takkan nampak luka tu, air mata isteri dia tu dah tak berapa ada value. Sebab dalam hati dia dah ada orang lain. Kalaupun isteri pertama tu masih ada, mungkin portionnye kat sudut2 je.
Tapi bila cakap pasal ni, hujah dorang yang paling kuat memang tu lah kan.. sunnah nabi.
Betul.. memang sunnah. Tapi pernahkah Rasulullah menggalakkan? Dan ada ke ayat dalam Al-Quran yang menyuruh/menggalakkan poligami ni?
Jawapannya, TIADA.
Poligami ni sebernarnya ialah satu peng'had'an. Bukannya satu penggalakan. Korang boleh baca sendiri kat sini.
Benarkah Poligami digalakkan dalam Islam?
Again, aku tak menolak hukum. Kite bukan anti-poligami. aku tak menentang konsep poligami. Cuma, aku ada hak untuk bersedih kalau kite yang kene kongsi suami kite dengan orang lain.
Lelaki ni cepat lupa kan.. kalau satu masa tu dia kata dia sayang kita, dia takkan duakan kita, kitalah satu2nya... sesungguhnya kenyataan itu hanyalah benar pada waktu ia dilafazkan sahaja. Lepas2 tu dia akan berubah. Love does fade away, doesn't it?
P/S : Kepada lelaki2 yang nak kawin lebih daripada satu tu, you are allowed to. But don't force us to smile when our (woman) heart is crying.
Pastu aku bukak ym, kebetulan ada plak sorg kawan ni buzz. So chatting la ngan dia kejap. Isunya ialah poligami. Haaa.. korang guys suka la kan? Hahah.. takpe2.. memang tak dilarang pun.
Aku memang tak penah kata yg poligami tu tak baik, apatah lagi nak menentang hukum tu. Lagi satu, tak terlintas pun kat hati ni nak masuk dalam group2 anti-poligami tu.
Cuma sebagai perempuan, untuk bersedih bila suami tu terpaksa dishare ngan orang lain, adalah tak salah jugak kan? Tapi kawan aku tu kata.. kalau bersedih maknanya tak redha. Aihh.. takkan la bersedih pun salah kot. Sedangkan Allah izinkan untuk perempuan kata taknak bila suaminya kata nak kawin lain. Cuma suaminya tak perlulah patuh kalau dia memang nak kawin jugak.
Tapi biasalah kan.. kalau lelaki tu namanya lelaki lah jugak. "Sunnah nabi" tu jadi macam lesen walhal sunnah2 yang lain tak pernah plak diperdulikan. Bila sampai ke sunnah yang satu tu, kemain lagi berlumba2. Tak la semua lelaki kan.. segelintir.
"Kenapa perempuan susah sgt nak terima takdir?"
Bukan tak redha, bukan taknak terima takdir. Cuma kadang2 perempuan ni tak dapat fikir kat mana salah dia, kat mana kurangnya dia... tak sempurna ke layanan dia.. tak cukup cantik ke dia.. biasalah, perempuan kan..
Bila perempuan menangis, maknanya hati dia tu luka. Sakit. So dia menangis lah. Tapi bila menangis, lelaki kata taknak terima ketentuan takdir plak. Kalau tak izinkan kata isteri ingkar. Bila dah izinkan, kata tak ikhlas.
Korang penah baca cite Nurjannah tak? aku suruh la kawan aku tu baca. Cuba korang baca.
Then aku cakap la, Nurjannah tu redha, dan dia terima ketentuan takdir. Bila suami dia nak kawin lain, dia sign je.. tak tanya pun sebab apa. Cuma lelaki tu salahgunakan keredhaan isteri dia.
Pastu kawan aku kata, "Nurjannah tu dari awal tak redha, senyum x ikhlas.. so perkahwinan tu dah xde roh".
Dalam cite tu, Nurjannah siap tolong gosokkan baju pengantin suami dia, salam cium tangan, siap pesan jaga diri baik2 kat suami yang nak pegi kawin lain tu. Hari2 dia x abaikan tggjawab dia. Cuma satu je, dalam cerita tu, lepas suami dia kahwin, senyuman Nurjannah jadi hambar. Dah takde senyuman manja.
Kawan aku kata, "kenapa dah takde senyuman manja pulak kalau redha?"
What does a guy expect from a woman? Dah izinkan kawin tu pun salahnya pada perempuan jugak. Senyuman manja tu korang rasa boleh dibuat2 ke? Dah kalau memang takde rasa nak manja2, takkan nak buat2 plak kan.. nanti kang cakap plak "nampak sangat tak ikhlas".
Lelaki selalu kata... susah nak ubah pandangan perempuan ni. Suka ikut emosi.
Betul. Tak ada satu perempuan pun dalam dunia ni yang redha 100% kalau suami dia kawin lain. Kalau izinkan pun, dalam hati dia mesti terluka. Tapi lelaki ni, dia takkan nampak luka tu, air mata isteri dia tu dah tak berapa ada value. Sebab dalam hati dia dah ada orang lain. Kalaupun isteri pertama tu masih ada, mungkin portionnye kat sudut2 je.
Tapi bila cakap pasal ni, hujah dorang yang paling kuat memang tu lah kan.. sunnah nabi.
Betul.. memang sunnah. Tapi pernahkah Rasulullah menggalakkan? Dan ada ke ayat dalam Al-Quran yang menyuruh/menggalakkan poligami ni?
Jawapannya, TIADA.
Poligami ni sebernarnya ialah satu peng'had'an. Bukannya satu penggalakan. Korang boleh baca sendiri kat sini.
Benarkah Poligami digalakkan dalam Islam?
Again, aku tak menolak hukum. Kite bukan anti-poligami. aku tak menentang konsep poligami. Cuma, aku ada hak untuk bersedih kalau kite yang kene kongsi suami kite dengan orang lain.
Lelaki ni cepat lupa kan.. kalau satu masa tu dia kata dia sayang kita, dia takkan duakan kita, kitalah satu2nya... sesungguhnya kenyataan itu hanyalah benar pada waktu ia dilafazkan sahaja. Lepas2 tu dia akan berubah. Love does fade away, doesn't it?
P/S : Kepada lelaki2 yang nak kawin lebih daripada satu tu, you are allowed to. But don't force us to smile when our (woman) heart is crying.
29 October 2008
nak pegi skolah ke x ni.. aishhh..
Skarang pukul 8.50 pagi.. aku rasa mcm malas nak pegi skul la harini.. huaa.. weather forecast kate arini freezing.. rs mcm x sanggup je nak berjalan kt luar tu.. ahh banyak lah kau punya alasan efa! hihiiii..
Hmm.. ok fikir lagi.. nak pegi ke x... nak pegi ke x..
Still can't make up my mind. Will keep on thinking.. :p
I am having my nescafe rite now, sitting on my fav sofa, in front of tv, with laptop on my lap. How wonderful it would be if today is saturday.. or sunday.. or any bank holiday.. aihh knape la aku asik2 fikir nak bercuti je ni..
1st chapter of my 1st year review is to be submitted today.. approximately 2000 words.. tp aku rasa yg aku type tu x sampai seribu pn lagi.. ahahah.. slambau je. Selagi blm kol 12 malam.. kire masih lagi harini kan.. hihiiiii..
Hmm.. ok fikir lagi.. nak pegi ke x... nak pegi ke x..
Still can't make up my mind. Will keep on thinking.. :p
I am having my nescafe rite now, sitting on my fav sofa, in front of tv, with laptop on my lap. How wonderful it would be if today is saturday.. or sunday.. or any bank holiday.. aihh knape la aku asik2 fikir nak bercuti je ni..
1st chapter of my 1st year review is to be submitted today.. approximately 2000 words.. tp aku rasa yg aku type tu x sampai seribu pn lagi.. ahahah.. slambau je. Selagi blm kol 12 malam.. kire masih lagi harini kan.. hihiiiii..
28 October 2008
cerita wiken, semalam dan harini.. :p~
Cerita Wiken..
Lepas tu aku main2 dengan Fred yang sangat comel.. comel gileee.. gile pun x comel camtu.. hikhik.. :p Fred ni manja sesangat, aku cuddle dia pastu dia mcm nak tido je.. rasa macam nak culik je dia bawak balik umah.. x tau nak kata cmana, he's so big, he's so soft, he's cute, and his eyes are so damn beautiful! Cuba tgk kt gambar tu.. besar kan dia?? Kalau Vera taknak, sumpah aku angkut bawak balik umah.. hihi..
So lepas main2 dgn Fred tu kite balik umah, kebetulan dorg nak pegi shopping, so dorg drop aku je la on the way tu. Bile balik2 umah, kak Riza nak kuar pegi shopping.. dgn x semena2 aku pun teruja nak ikut skali.. hahaha.. teruk gile! Aku abis byk jugak la.. kembali kepada tabiat lama mengumpil bracelet.. aishhh!!
Lepas balik dpd membazir duit tu, kak Ros call ajak makan2 bihun sup.. so lepas solat Isyak, aku ajak housemates sume pegi.. bestttt.. burrpppp =)
Hmm.. ari ahad tu apa aku buat eh? Haaa.. ari Ahad shopping lagi.. tp kali ni x membazir, sebab shopping groceries, lepas abis shopping tu melepak kt Starbucks jap sblm balik. Sempat lg grab satu baju.. dushh.. dushh!
So.. dah habis cerita wiken..
Ari Sabtu tu aku pegi rumah Vera, had a breakfast there, ala... English breakfast je.. so takde la susah mana pun Vera nak prepare. Thanks Vera and Huib!
Lepas tu aku main2 dengan Fred yang sangat comel.. comel gileee.. gile pun x comel camtu.. hikhik.. :p Fred ni manja sesangat, aku cuddle dia pastu dia mcm nak tido je.. rasa macam nak culik je dia bawak balik umah.. x tau nak kata cmana, he's so big, he's so soft, he's cute, and his eyes are so damn beautiful! Cuba tgk kt gambar tu.. besar kan dia?? Kalau Vera taknak, sumpah aku angkut bawak balik umah.. hihi..
So lepas main2 dgn Fred tu kite balik umah, kebetulan dorg nak pegi shopping, so dorg drop aku je la on the way tu. Bile balik2 umah, kak Riza nak kuar pegi shopping.. dgn x semena2 aku pun teruja nak ikut skali.. hahaha.. teruk gile! Aku abis byk jugak la.. kembali kepada tabiat lama mengumpil bracelet.. aishhh!!
Lepas balik dpd membazir duit tu, kak Ros call ajak makan2 bihun sup.. so lepas solat Isyak, aku ajak housemates sume pegi.. bestttt.. burrpppp =)
Hmm.. ari ahad tu apa aku buat eh? Haaa.. ari Ahad shopping lagi.. tp kali ni x membazir, sebab shopping groceries, lepas abis shopping tu melepak kt Starbucks jap sblm balik. Sempat lg grab satu baju.. dushh.. dushh!
So.. dah habis cerita wiken..
Cerita Isnin
Isnin tu, iaitu semalam, aku bangun awal.. awal tu xde la awal sgt.. macam biasa bangun Subuh la.. cuma aku kata awal tu sbb aku x tido balik lepas solat tu.. hihihiii..
So aku pegi skul agak awal la.. pkl 9 lbh.. sbb biasanye aku tgahari baru muncul kat skul tu. Aku breakfast ala kadar je kt ofis. Oat dgn youghurt tu..
Hari yang agak productive la jugak.. aku siap writing beberapa ratus patah perkataan.. baper ratus tu jgn tnya la ye.. sbb sikit je.. hahaha..
Balik umah pukul 5 lbh.. sejuk gile kt luar. Winter dah start la ni.. aku pakai sweater nipis je smalam. Nasib je aku tak beku sebelum sampai rumah. So harini aku mengambil langkah awal iaitu pakai winter coat siap2..
Pastu smalam jugak, kak Shidah masak ikan kukus.. guna seabass tu. Sgt sedap tp sangat pedas. Dia tak igt yang cili beli kt Sainsbury's mmg pedas.. pulak tu dia abiskan 5 paket.. untuk kuah ikan kukus tu. Bile start makan je sume org senyap.. senyap tahan pedas.. hahaha! Aku ni asik2 cite org lain masak je kan.. bile plak aku nak masak.. aku x reti masak.. sori la.. :p
Cerita hari ini..
Harini aku x tido jugak lepas subuh.. lg satu sbb smalam aku tido awal gile.. pkl 10 dah tido. So bgn pagi tu mmg dah x ngantuk lgsung. Tapi aku pegi skul lambat pulak arini.. dok tgk tv cite My Wife and Kids punye pasal.. isk..
Pg tadi jugak.. aku kelam kabut carik thumb drive aku .. x tau letak mana.. sedihnye kalau ilang.. dah la yg tu 4Gb pnye.. huaaaaa... mana dia ni.. :(
27 October 2008
Hutang cerita!
Kenapa tajuk hutang cerita pulak.. hihii.. :p
AKu banyak nak citer.. pasal aktiviti wiken baru nii.. pasal breakfast harini.. pasal Fred yang comel.. pasal harini aku pegi school awal2.. tapi x best pulak cerita kalau xde gambar.. so aku hutang you all la cerita tu ye.. lepas balik dpd skolah nnt kite crite. Promise! =)
AKu banyak nak citer.. pasal aktiviti wiken baru nii.. pasal breakfast harini.. pasal Fred yang comel.. pasal harini aku pegi school awal2.. tapi x best pulak cerita kalau xde gambar.. so aku hutang you all la cerita tu ye.. lepas balik dpd skolah nnt kite crite. Promise! =)
17 October 2008
hoyehhh!!! wiken dtg lagi.....!~
Dpd ptg td keje aku asik makan jek.. Stella bawak cheesecake and lemon sponge cake.. they were absolutely yummy!.. yesterday was her birthday by the way.. the 45th birthday! Don't worry u're still young Stella.. :p
Balik dpd school dok melepak2 kt living room dengan housemates, skang ni dah dekat pukul 10 malam.. aku x mandi pn lg ni.. hahaha.. igt nak tido kejap, pastu bangun balik malam2 sket.. then baru mandi and buat keje.. hihii..
Perut aku kenyang gile lg nii.. td kitorg mengorder fastfood.. arini sume org malas nak masak.. CikTed apatah lagi.. :p Ni kire baru lepas memenuhkan perut dengan pizza, chicken wings, lasagna, and nuggets.. haha! Abislah kembang aku kalau camni hari2.
Balik dpd school dok melepak2 kt living room dengan housemates, skang ni dah dekat pukul 10 malam.. aku x mandi pn lg ni.. hahaha.. igt nak tido kejap, pastu bangun balik malam2 sket.. then baru mandi and buat keje.. hihii..
Perut aku kenyang gile lg nii.. td kitorg mengorder fastfood.. arini sume org malas nak masak.. CikTed apatah lagi.. :p Ni kire baru lepas memenuhkan perut dengan pizza, chicken wings, lasagna, and nuggets.. haha! Abislah kembang aku kalau camni hari2.
Td tgk tv.. ada cite Top 100 most annoying couples.. pastu aku ngan housemates dok memikir2kan sapekah annoying couples kt Malaysia.. hahahaha.. calon2nya ialah, errr.. xyah la bgtau kat sini.. nanti karang x pasal2 aku membuatkan korang pn teruja untuk mengutuk artis-artis itu.. hehe.Hmm.. ok, dah nak pkl 10 malam, aku nak tido sat and bgn balik pkl 12 nanti.. hihiii.. tata.
9 October 2008
What a good day!
It's 8.45 am.. am feeling so good today.. hihiih.. Slamat ari raya sume.. ala x terlambat kan ni untuk wish u all..I went to bed at 9pm last nite.. and woke up this morning at 6.30 am.. bangun2 dah takde rasa nak tidur balik. Dah dekat 10 jam tido gamaknya..
Hmm.. apa nak ci
ter eh, yesterday I had a presentation. There were supposed to be 8 presentations but only 2 turned up including me. It was almost 100 peoples in the seminar room. And I was the first presenter! I didn't expect that there would be as many peoples as that!Just imagine how I felt.. nervous gile!Tapi masa tu I had a thought like kalau orang tgk aku nervous lagilah malu... baik berpura2 relax.. hahaha..
And it did work.. really!. One of my collegues said I looked sooooo relax.hihihi.. sangat happy. I made some jokes so that they wouldn't fall asleep while listening the talk. And right after the session finished, one of the audience approached me and said "I was really enjoying your talk!" wahh hepinya.. I myself couldn't believe it!
Haa... apa lg nk cite eh.. haaaa.. pasal raya aritu. Kitorang masak punyelah sakan. CikTed masak rendang daging.. yg style n9 tu, pakai cili api. Siap tepon mak lagi malam raya tu tanya balik resepi.. itulah padahnye tak blaja awal2.. hehe. Tapi ok jugak la.. jadik ape! Azah masak kuah kacang, kak shida masak nasik dagang, then kitorang masak nasik himpit.. kak nieza tukang basuh pinggan je..pasal hari raya kedua tu dia dah nak viva. By the way, she has passed the PhD! Congrats Dr Nieza!
12 September 2008
loads and loads and loads and loaddsssssss of work!!!
Dah berhari2 aku tak update blog ni.. aku bz gile yg teramat sangat, nasib baik la bulan posa kan.. kalau x, nak makan pn tak sempat.. :p Arini dah Jumaat, teringat masa keje dolu2 time2 ari Jumaat ni la paling best skali, hari paling gumbira dan semangat nak gi keje sebab esok dan lusanya cuti. Skang ni aku rasa cuti ke x ke sama je... kalau masa degree bleh gak la merasa cuti semester.. huaaaaaaa!!!
Smalam dok melayan lagu-lagu raya.. sadis btl. Tp aku x nanges la sbb lum terasa lg bahang2 lemang dan ketupat tu. nanti dah dekat2 nnt mau banjir umah tu dek kerana ahli2 yg berduka lara akibat berhari raya di kampung Robin Hood. huhuuuu..
Semalam jugak aku masak ayam masak merah... rasanya agak sedap la jugak. Tapi rasa-rasanya tu lah satu2nya masakan aku yg tak baper buruk rasanya.. hahaha! Tak kesah la kan.. hmmm..
Owh ye.. lupa nak cite.. aku dah pindah umah, bilik aku skang ni besar.. nnt2 aku kasi tgk okay!
Daaaaa!~~
2 September 2008
Slamat posa dan slamat hari merdeka... !~
Harap2 blm terlewat la nak wish selamat berpuasa to all my buddies.. korang jangan ponteng posa okay! :P
Alhamdulillah dah selamat puasa hari pertama.. dengan bau2 coffee dan muffin yg menusuk2 ke hidung... bau sandwich sejuk yang tak sedap tu pun macam menyelerakan, tp aku masih kuat iman.. x tergoda ngan sume makanan2 tu.. hahaha..
Siang td just had a meeting with Bob.. biasa la, setiap kali lepas meeting je rasa macam keje2 yang nk kene buat makin bertambah 18 kali ganda (exaggerating there :P).. huhuu. Deadline utk conference paper dah x lama.. 15 hb ni, maknanya lebih kurang 2 minggu je.. huaaa..
Arini macam sejuk dari pagi.. :(. Balik dpd skul terus gi city kejap untuk pick up spec yang dah order aritu. Aihh.. nak pegi ke kedai tu dah la tak banyak bas.. pastu aku plak mmg tak familiar kat area Castle Boulevard tu.. naik bas dah betul.. tmpt turun je salah. So terpaksa lah aku menapak dalam hujan yang tak brapa renyai (agak lebat) tu.. dah jd mcm tikus.. kesejukan sampai gigil-gigil..
Lepas amik spec tu aku pn berjalan balik lah dgn sabarnye (almaklumlah org posa kan kene byk sabar :P) .. pastu dengan tak semena2 hujan turun balik dgn lebatnye.. aisehh. Sambil2 jalan tu aku tengok2 la signboard tepi2 jalan tu, takut tersilap jalan kang sia-sia je menapak.. tengah aku leka tengok2 signboard tu, tibe-tibe..
Kedebushhhh..!
Adoiii laaa.. kurang asam jawa btl keter ni langgar lopak air tanpa memperdulikan aku yang berdiri kat tepi tu.. maka basahlah jeans aku ngan kasut2 skali.. huaaaaa nasib baik x nangess.. rasa nk baling batu jer kat keter tu.. nasib tak jumpa batu jer kat situ..
Apapun, kemarahan dan kegeraman aku terubat bile makan masak lemak cili api masakan Kak Nieza.. siap ada sambal belacan lagi.. sungguh heaven bukak posa arinih.. hikhik.. !~
Skarang ni dah pukul 12.44 am.. aku dah ngantuk.. tapi cmana nak tido ni.. rambut tak kering lagi.. hukhukk.. harap2 esok aku akan tersedar untuk sahur.. alangkah bestnye kalau pagi2 dpt makan masakan mama walaupn sekadar telur dadar.. =)
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Alhamdulillah dah selamat puasa hari pertama.. dengan bau2 coffee dan muffin yg menusuk2 ke hidung... bau sandwich sejuk yang tak sedap tu pun macam menyelerakan, tp aku masih kuat iman.. x tergoda ngan sume makanan2 tu.. hahaha..
Siang td just had a meeting with Bob.. biasa la, setiap kali lepas meeting je rasa macam keje2 yang nk kene buat makin bertambah 18 kali ganda (exaggerating there :P).. huhuu. Deadline utk conference paper dah x lama.. 15 hb ni, maknanya lebih kurang 2 minggu je.. huaaa..
Arini macam sejuk dari pagi.. :(. Balik dpd skul terus gi city kejap untuk pick up spec yang dah order aritu. Aihh.. nak pegi ke kedai tu dah la tak banyak bas.. pastu aku plak mmg tak familiar kat area Castle Boulevard tu.. naik bas dah betul.. tmpt turun je salah. So terpaksa lah aku menapak dalam hujan yang tak brapa renyai (agak lebat) tu.. dah jd mcm tikus.. kesejukan sampai gigil-gigil..
Lepas amik spec tu aku pn berjalan balik lah dgn sabarnye (almaklumlah org posa kan kene byk sabar :P) .. pastu dengan tak semena2 hujan turun balik dgn lebatnye.. aisehh. Sambil2 jalan tu aku tengok2 la signboard tepi2 jalan tu, takut tersilap jalan kang sia-sia je menapak.. tengah aku leka tengok2 signboard tu, tibe-tibe..
Kedebushhhh..!
Adoiii laaa.. kurang asam jawa btl keter ni langgar lopak air tanpa memperdulikan aku yang berdiri kat tepi tu.. maka basahlah jeans aku ngan kasut2 skali.. huaaaaa nasib baik x nangess.. rasa nk baling batu jer kat keter tu.. nasib tak jumpa batu jer kat situ..
Apapun, kemarahan dan kegeraman aku terubat bile makan masak lemak cili api masakan Kak Nieza.. siap ada sambal belacan lagi.. sungguh heaven bukak posa arinih.. hikhik.. !~
Skarang ni dah pukul 12.44 am.. aku dah ngantuk.. tapi cmana nak tido ni.. rambut tak kering lagi.. hukhukk.. harap2 esok aku akan tersedar untuk sahur.. alangkah bestnye kalau pagi2 dpt makan masakan mama walaupn sekadar telur dadar.. =)
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26 August 2008
jalan-jalan London.. hikhik..!~
Azah, Kak Shidah and Kak Nieza while waiting for Iman (Iman kene dera beratur beli tiket)So pada Sabtu pagi tu, terpaksa la bangun awal.. tepat pukul 5 pagi, Azah meng'call' bilik dengan bertubi2.. heh, kalau tak camtu harus la tak bangun. Pkl 6.35am dah ada kat bus stop Salthouse Lane dengan semangat berkobar2, tapi xleh lawan la kak Nieza ngan kak Shidah yang pukul 6 dah tggu bas tu.. haha.. salute abess!
Train ke London pukul 7.35 pagi.. so sampai2 train station tu breakfast ala kadar. Transit kat Grantham pukul 8 lbh.. bla2 dipendekkan cerita, sampai London King's Cross station sebelum pkl 10 pagi.
Apa ntah nama market ni.. ala2 pasar tani kt Mesia..Mula2 pegi London Bridge, ala.. bukan best pun.. stkt pegi amik gamba je. Lepas tu kitorg pegi Notting Hill.. ala kan ada citer tajuk "Notting Hill" tu kan.. aaa kt situ lah shooting. Kat situ tempat yg plg best ialah Portobello Market, ala2 macam Uptown tu. Rasanya it's one of the world's famous street market. So tu antara tumpuan Londoners and tourists lah. Ada macam2 barang.. brg2 antik, baju2.. aksesori... sgt heaven!
Azah & Kak Nieza yg excited..Dah jalan2, perut masing2 pun tunjuk perasaan.. so kitorg gi lunch kat area situ jugak. Ada satu Malaysian restaurant named "Makan", huaaa terasa best gile sbb dpt makan nasik campur. Sume makan dengan penuh perasaan, including me. I had rice with kari ikan, sambal terung and spinach masak lemak (dia masak macam pucuk paku masak lemak).
Nasik campur.. huaaa sedap sampai nak nangess..Keesokan harinya, sambung jalan2.. xde la byk tmpat sgt.. tp kire ok la.. we've covered Covent Garden,
Buckingham Palace and Oxford Street utk shopping-shoppingan.. hehe..
Big Ben
Makan je la apa yg ada dalam beg.. kat garden tepi Buckingham Palace
Tengok.. itik pun pandai beratur.. isk..isk.. :p~...
19 August 2008
Megi dan pewot yg lapar..
Hmm.. it's 5.49 pm dah.. i've got no idea what to share with you guys as my life is more or less like usual today, nothing special.. hukhuk..!!
Still in school, pewot dah sedikit lapar.. bukak2 drawer takde apa.. coklat dh abes.. beskot pun abes.. kt atas meja ni ada bekas Pringles, goncang2.. erkkk dh abes jugak.. nk wat coffee maleh pulak pegi bilik Stella.. nape hari ni hari malas sedunia ke.. ke aku je yg malas.. huaaa...
Tadi sebelum pegi school, ada terbau Megi.. semerbak sungguh. Flatmate la tu masak megi.. si Cassy agaknye. Tak tau la jenama apa kan.. tp kalau bukan Maggi pun bau lbh kurg sama je. Skang ni dh terbayang2 Megi.. bukan megi je.. nasik goreng kampung jugak.. err bukan tu je, jugak terbayang asam pedas ikan pari.. sob..sob.. sesungguhnya aku merindui Malaysia.. huaaa..huaaa..huaaa... :(
p/s : Cik Mija ngan Cik Jila dh smpai sini ke.. lalala.. !~
Still in school, pewot dah sedikit lapar.. bukak2 drawer takde apa.. coklat dh abes.. beskot pun abes.. kt atas meja ni ada bekas Pringles, goncang2.. erkkk dh abes jugak.. nk wat coffee maleh pulak pegi bilik Stella.. nape hari ni hari malas sedunia ke.. ke aku je yg malas.. huaaa...
Tadi sebelum pegi school, ada terbau Megi.. semerbak sungguh. Flatmate la tu masak megi.. si Cassy agaknye. Tak tau la jenama apa kan.. tp kalau bukan Maggi pun bau lbh kurg sama je. Skang ni dh terbayang2 Megi.. bukan megi je.. nasik goreng kampung jugak.. err bukan tu je, jugak terbayang asam pedas ikan pari.. sob..sob.. sesungguhnya aku merindui Malaysia.. huaaa..huaaa..huaaa... :(
p/s : Cik Mija ngan Cik Jila dh smpai sini ke.. lalala.. !~
15 August 2008
Ho yehh hari Jumaat!!
I had a supervision meeting with Bob this morning. It was good, we have been discussing the plan to finish the conference paper, well.. it is quite a problem to fit all the contents in not more than 10 pages coz my paper got loads of graphs and pictorial analysis. But yeah.. I'll make it anyhow.
Vera (my officemate) is leaving for her vacation with Huib (his boyfriend) today. So I will not have gossiping sessions with her like we do everyday for the next two weeks... I can imagine how boring it would be without her. Ohohooo...!~
Tomorrow Kak Shidah and me are going to Birm, we plan to go to one of the carboot in there, hope it's fun!
Really miss my friends so much!
P/s : Maeyi, Kak Ct and Acam, thanks for visiting my page.. hehehehe.. datang2 la salu ye..
Vera (my officemate) is leaving for her vacation with Huib (his boyfriend) today. So I will not have gossiping sessions with her like we do everyday for the next two weeks... I can imagine how boring it would be without her. Ohohooo...!~
Tomorrow Kak Shidah and me are going to Birm, we plan to go to one of the carboot in there, hope it's fun!
Really miss my friends so much!
P/s : Maeyi, Kak Ct and Acam, thanks for visiting my page.. hehehehe.. datang2 la salu ye..
14 August 2008
Autumn is coming..
Bismillah.. =)
Ekceli this morning I woke up extreme early. 4.45am what do you say? Hehehe.. mmg sesuatu yg menakjubkan la bg diri ini yg selalu terlajak tido.. huk..huk.. Tak tau apsal, not really had a deep sleep. Kekadang my brain just couldn't stop thinking, walaupun dipaksa2.. nak kata minum coffee tak pulak smalam tu, ye lah.. biasanya kalau minum coffee baru la otak asik berjalan je.. walaupn tgh tido..
So lepas solat Subuh (Subuh abis kol 5 lbh skang ni) tu sesaja on ym.. aisehh.. ada si cik Maeyi, lama dah tak borak. In fact bukan ngan cik Maeyi je lama x borak.. ngan sume kekawan la bleh dikatakan.. apa taknya, aku bangun, dorg tido.. dorg bangun, aku tido plak. So lepas mandi manda, aku bergosip sakan la ngan Cik Maeyi.. macam2 citer kuar... seronok sgt2!
Cite punye cite.. gosip punye gosip sampai la pkl 9 lbh dah.. dalam masa yg sama tu chat jugak dgn Adik.. heh, Adik salu bz memanjang je. Kalau takde keje pn dia akan carik keje, apa lagi la kalau mmg ada keje.
Dalam pkl 9.30 tu baru la aku gi berjalan ke skul.. jarang2 menikmati udara pagi, gara2 tido terlebih waktu hari-hari.. so hari ni dikira hari yang agak indah la jugak, kuar bilik dikala cleaner sedang membersihkan dapur, orang pn x ramai lagi lalu lalang kat pedestrian path yg aku ikut hari2 tu, and kt CGS ni pun memang tak baper ramai org lg, cuma sampai2 je dah dengar suara Stella tergelak sakan, ntah apa ler yg klaka.. heh.
So harini aku dikira awal la kan.. ho yehh.. !
2-3 hari ni dh mula cam rasa sejuk2 sikit.. tghari pun tak baper panas.. summer dah nak abis la ni.. autumn is coming, x lama lagi kene berbungkus balik.. aiyakk.
Ekceli this morning I woke up extreme early. 4.45am what do you say? Hehehe.. mmg sesuatu yg menakjubkan la bg diri ini yg selalu terlajak tido.. huk..huk.. Tak tau apsal, not really had a deep sleep. Kekadang my brain just couldn't stop thinking, walaupun dipaksa2.. nak kata minum coffee tak pulak smalam tu, ye lah.. biasanya kalau minum coffee baru la otak asik berjalan je.. walaupn tgh tido..
So lepas solat Subuh (Subuh abis kol 5 lbh skang ni) tu sesaja on ym.. aisehh.. ada si cik Maeyi, lama dah tak borak. In fact bukan ngan cik Maeyi je lama x borak.. ngan sume kekawan la bleh dikatakan.. apa taknya, aku bangun, dorg tido.. dorg bangun, aku tido plak. So lepas mandi manda, aku bergosip sakan la ngan Cik Maeyi.. macam2 citer kuar... seronok sgt2!
Cite punye cite.. gosip punye gosip sampai la pkl 9 lbh dah.. dalam masa yg sama tu chat jugak dgn Adik.. heh, Adik salu bz memanjang je. Kalau takde keje pn dia akan carik keje, apa lagi la kalau mmg ada keje.
Dalam pkl 9.30 tu baru la aku gi berjalan ke skul.. jarang2 menikmati udara pagi, gara2 tido terlebih waktu hari-hari.. so hari ni dikira hari yang agak indah la jugak, kuar bilik dikala cleaner sedang membersihkan dapur, orang pn x ramai lagi lalu lalang kat pedestrian path yg aku ikut hari2 tu, and kt CGS ni pun memang tak baper ramai org lg, cuma sampai2 je dah dengar suara Stella tergelak sakan, ntah apa ler yg klaka.. heh.
So harini aku dikira awal la kan.. ho yehh.. !
2-3 hari ni dh mula cam rasa sejuk2 sikit.. tghari pun tak baper panas.. summer dah nak abis la ni.. autumn is coming, x lama lagi kene berbungkus balik.. aiyakk.
Kadang-kadang Allah hilangkan sekejap mentari..
kemudian Dia datangkan pula guruh dan kilat..
puas kita menangis mencari dimana mentari..
rupanya Allah nak hadiahkan kita pelangi indah..
...
2 August 2008
1 Aug - Summer 2008
Well, not exactly sure what to write first as i have loads in mind, hopefully they are not gone by the time i finished this sentence.. =p~
Started my day in school quite early today, well 10am is quite early for me.. heee.. Walking from Beeston to University Park is such an activity I wouldn't do in summer if I do have any other options, but unfortunately I don't! As I pass by the Hallward Library, I dropped by for a grande latte, and met Vera and Didier there also were having their coffee. With that grande latte, I walked straight to Sir Clive Granger building (where my school is located), and headed to my office in CGS (Centre for Geospatial Science). Checking email is always the first thing I do, and so today. What was there? Phewwww..!~~ Congrats from Mike for the acceptance of my Hydroinformatic conference paper. In the afternoon Stella came and wished congrats as well. I wondered, "is being accepted for such a conference that great?? what are the congrats for?" Well yeah.. Mike said it is such a great achievement that one can possibly do in my prestigious first year. I'm really happy, and of course so grateful to what Allah has given me.
And yet, another email by Bob! (Bob is my supervisor). He sent me a journal paper to be reviewed. Before I forgot, let me tell you that Bob is an international journal reviewer for various fields especially hydrology. So he asked me to do the reviews of the paper that has just been submitted from India. Wohooo... he asked me to do that?? And I replied him, saying.. "Wow this is such a big task!!". And he said "Take that as a fun project!" (Fun lah sangattt.. aduii). I actually knew what were his purposes. He wanted me to have a view of critisizing other people's work, and also to have such a critical thinking. He is such a wonderful supervisor I would say..
Whatever it is, I feel honoured!
Following picture was taken during my walk home, about 8 pm.
The view is from the UoN west gate.
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Started my day in school quite early today, well 10am is quite early for me.. heee.. Walking from Beeston to University Park is such an activity I wouldn't do in summer if I do have any other options, but unfortunately I don't! As I pass by the Hallward Library, I dropped by for a grande latte, and met Vera and Didier there also were having their coffee. With that grande latte, I walked straight to Sir Clive Granger building (where my school is located), and headed to my office in CGS (Centre for Geospatial Science). Checking email is always the first thing I do, and so today. What was there? Phewwww..!~~ Congrats from Mike for the acceptance of my Hydroinformatic conference paper. In the afternoon Stella came and wished congrats as well. I wondered, "is being accepted for such a conference that great?? what are the congrats for?" Well yeah.. Mike said it is such a great achievement that one can possibly do in my prestigious first year. I'm really happy, and of course so grateful to what Allah has given me.
And yet, another email by Bob! (Bob is my supervisor). He sent me a journal paper to be reviewed. Before I forgot, let me tell you that Bob is an international journal reviewer for various fields especially hydrology. So he asked me to do the reviews of the paper that has just been submitted from India. Wohooo... he asked me to do that?? And I replied him, saying.. "Wow this is such a big task!!". And he said "Take that as a fun project!" (Fun lah sangattt.. aduii). I actually knew what were his purposes. He wanted me to have a view of critisizing other people's work, and also to have such a critical thinking. He is such a wonderful supervisor I would say..
Whatever it is, I feel honoured!
Following picture was taken during my walk home, about 8 pm.
The view is from the UoN west gate...:::::..
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